28/01/10
this blog's a dead one.
i dun mind that. in fact, i relish in the fact that only a few bothered ppl get to read whatever is written here. simply because to the rest, it'd be superficial and troublesome. yes, i hate troublesome.
but there are times when i hoped some things can be well-received by parties un-labelled by my shadow. like when i just managed to catch this totally AWESOME movie and i want to share this piece of recommendation to everyone else out there on how meaningful and intriguing and at the same time reflective this film is. Alas, wait for it....
LAW ABIDING CITIZEN.
go catch it.
speaks about morals and what is really right to do, although spelt out in ironic methods. it digs into every individual to stir the very shadows that lies unconscious under the egos we live. in this film, depicted aptly by the professional lawyer and ironically the "law abiding citizen".
okayy.. enough about that movie review.
here's a little update about me thus far. =P
>sooo close i can smell it... 10 feb. however, its highly-over-anticipated.
>and if u'r wondering why i find so much time blogging, im on a 5 day MC after my wisdom tooth surgery. this few days at home really forebodes the impending boredom to come after 10th feb.
> thus, im TRYING to actively search for a way out when the time comes. most logical of all choices, get a part-time to earn some allowance. OR to get into some interns/job shadowing in view of my ambitions and aspirations.(how easy*rolls eyes)
>after plucking out 2 teeth from the left side of the mouth, the other 2 from the right will be due on 1st feb, the same time i remove my stitches from the left. nice...
there.. just about enough for the time being. haha.. well, guess this is it for now.
tC
28/01/10 6:56 AM .
15/12/09
turned out i've managed to bury most of it..
i dont know just yet. because only time will reveal..
glad summer's a passe, but nevertheless.. the warm summer breeze will occasionally take my breathe away.. especially during this cold winter..
maybe im just ignorant. but. no. im not. im just waiting, and in my miserable wait, it tortures me with the images of so close yet so very very far i used to be. used to be. laugh at it.
was waiting for autumn, winter came. its chilly.. so different from summer.. so.. weird.
its the xmas season once again. and im on a long long break. yea. haha. something to be cheery abt. plus, im nearing ORD. woots. haha...
but i took my last batch of recruits for granted..
they invited me to a bbq at the end of it. made me think if i really deserved it.. no reason to cry over spilt milk, thats wad they all say.. think tts easy? i wouldnt be writing this entry if not for the spilt milk.
tis' the season to be merry~
lets hope it is.
15/12/09 4:37 PM .
26/11/09
long time since i updated, tink cause my life ain't interesting and my mind ain't feeling alive after so long of routine livin, mundane life... book in, conduct, safety, make calls n arrangements, deal wif emails, worry about recruits, book out, do sstupid things, rot at home, sit in front of my laptop, continue rotting, book in......
but very soon its gona be different, i will hop onto another world, with more colors, fresh soil, untainted and unmarked for the better or the worse.. its gotten to a 6 digit countdown. woot!
still too lazy to tink abt the decision to study special term. zzz. started wif a mayb i should, then starting to lean towards the hmm, perhaps not.. KIV. convenient and procrastinating.
o ya, recently doing alot of crazy things.. reaching new highs in my life.. perhaps a natural reaction of the mental state to the mundane life in an effort to spice things up in head, and body. crazy.... begining to do some really serious stuff.. with lotsa risks, with heavy percussion.. vague, bt i like to kp it tt way.
just watched "this is it"
just wana praise him again like so many haf done b4.. living up to his name even in rehearsals.. he did not earn the title, he lives the title - the king of pop. great stuff.. kudos
still trying to train up for the gold standard.. bt i doubt i can kp it up there.. wif my blistered feet and cui-ed knee from RM. guess its gone be a silver for me.. hai~ gone are the days of my peak. and i always admire those that continually and actively find time and drive to train, joining marathons triathlons and biathlons.. gd job.
well, wad a random entry of randomness.. just felt like i could do abit of justice to the space here so yep, this was it.
gotta go catch up on some lost Z hrs.
adios n tC
26/11/09 4:35 PM .
11/10/09
watched the time traveler's wife.
why would she want to marry someone like him?
is it so easy to just fall in love with someone and stay committed to him/her even though its a long long wait?
even after he's gone, why is it that she chooses to torture herself.. the constant reminder of the intimate past they share. when he comes and goes.. isn't it painful?
why are emotions so difficult to control.. yet, are we even suppose to control it? if we don't, what is going to become of us? We are what we are for our emotions. Yet, running away from it is not the right thing to do............
damn, i got to book in this early this time.. shucks.. tmlw got BTP. zzz.. hai..
ADIOS! tC
11/10/09 10:05 AM .